I'm so sick of this.

Why do you raise your voice so often over the smallest things?
Being this hard on me isnt normal. okay?
I'm trying my bloody best, and i'm absoloutely sick of being
shot down with my efforts.
You should be thankful for the things i do, not pick fault
with everything that i've done wrong/haven't done.
That is all.

No hush.

All the things he said..

All the things he said..

Running through my head.

Will I ever be free?

I could die,

I want to cry.

I'm freaking out.
Big time.
What if i don't get A's
in this exam?
I'll ruin my dreams of veterinary :(
I'm scared.
So very fucking scared....