It all starts again...

The innocent can never last..

Here comes the rain again..

Falling from the stars.

Drenched in my pain again

Becoming who we are

Just smiling.

This is what best friends look like (:

It might be a rubbish photo but it makes me smile.

I'll be your number #1 with a bullet.

A loaded God complex

Cock it and pull it.

We're going down.

The anaesthetic never set in and i'm wondering when...

Take a deep breath

Let the music take the pain away..

again..

Look in my eyes,

all i wanted was you...

That is all I have to say right now.

Meteor Shower.

I can finally see

that you're right there beside me

I am not my own,

for I have been made new.

Please don't let me go.

I desperately need you...

Lets run away together...?

Life is beautiful.

because we're the only people who can...

The darkness, and the icy wind nipping every inch of your skin

And the spark as his lips touch yours, and the way it feels to have

your body pressed against him.

And the beautiful night highlighted by amber glows of streetlamps

The glint of frost..

And throughout the daily chaos

The blood, and the screams and the broken dreams

Life is still beautiful..

I just can't help myself...

Can't you feel the tension?

The chemistry when my lips meet yours.

the intake of breath as your hand slides up my thigh

the spark that creates the passionate fire.

the need and the wants and the true desires.

Baby, its so wrong its right...

and i love it.

Its a recipe for a perfect diaster.

Me, the carcrash heart,

the trainwreck,

the mess and the mash

and the tatters of what used to be.

But I still love it, more than ever.

Mixed up, mashed up, maniac. me.

I feel like I can't express myself properly.
I want you okay? Whatever you read...i want you, i always have and always will
Leave her.
Come with me.
You'll see a better world and life


Trust me
Need me
Never leave me....
Please.

Satellite heart

So pretty, so smart, such a waste of a young heart...
Don't you see its wrong, can't you get it right?





Anya Marina, you sum up my feelings completely right now...Your words are beautiful and meaningful and everything....

"I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I'm spun out so
far.
You stop
I
start
But I'll be true to you..
No
matter what you do..."

I'm waiting for you...I always will be

You were there for summer dreamin'

So lonely...
So tired.
So cold
So sick of waiting
So sick of him
& of her
& of them.
It makes me sick...


I'm surrounded by people who love me, but its like none of that matters, they have something i don't...and I'll never be able to get it however many friends I surround myself with.

...

3 years today, my beautiful beagle Tango passed away..
And i'd just like to say, wherever you are, and whoever you may be with
I hope that you're happy, I hope that you're looked after and one day that
I'll see you again. You were amazing, my best friend for years... Rest In Peace my beautiful beagle...

thoughts for today.

I can't cope.
4 AS levels, 2 Jobs (one of which I hate) and a mother like mine.
I'm considering moving out to my grandparents.

Splitting into two pieces...

I'm only a bitch because i'm so hurt by you.

I'm still in love with you
and you're walking away.....hand in hand with her. And no matter how many tears I cry
or how friends I make you lose, I still can't stop waiting for you to turn around and pick
me.

I hope this makes you happy....

Results day...

Okay, I admit it
I Over- Worried myself.... Big time :)
I honestly can say that I am chuffed with what I got, I'm so syked to have been like the 3rd highest achiever in the school....Bloody hell!

GCSE;
English Lit: A*
English Lan: A
Maths; A
Biology: A
Chemistry: A
Physics: A*
Geography: A*
Photography: A*
French:B
ICT: B
R.E: A
Citizen: A
Btec art and design textiles; D* (equal to two A*'s at GCSE!)

AS Level;
Critical Thinking: C

And All the PHSE certificate in prep for working life, and that shite that will never come in use but looks nice on paper

I honestly cannot get over it, I was feeling sick, and scared and shaking like a leaf! And now i feel like I can relax, even if its just for a little while!

Reason to smile for the next 2 weeks: I DID well!!!
The final total; 6 A*'s, 6 A's and 2 B's

Nerves are getting the better of me...

Results day tomorrow, I'll either be over-joyed and upset and feeling like I've underachieved.
I'm rather nauseous, and I should be happy...
Why can't I just smile?

Favourite things....

Okay, so I'm a Little late with my fave things list, but here goes...

I was going to give a dead witty answer and say i only have one favourite thing; called my life but instead i shall be a materialistic human and give a list of things that i actually love of course with justification.

- 3OH!3- streets of gold CD.
This CD is everything at the moment, i couldn't care less if it had a crap rating in NME magazine, the lyrics and everything are inspiring me to say fuck you to those people that i just know i should but never could say it to. Nat and Sean, you may be classed as "rap/hip/hop" on my itunes, but seriously, you are alternative to me all the way guys! Your voices inspire me to be who i am today.

-My tattoo
Okay, so this is slightly weird, but i have a peace symbol on the inside of my right wrist, its not even a week old yet but i really do adore it. it stands for everything i believe in about pacifism and not using physical violence to resolve a conflict.

-My Beanie hat
I bought this a few years ago, its black and woolly and dead cosy in the winter, it really does help when you're having a bad hair day, and i cant wait to wear it in college this autumn/winter.

-My Pandora bracelet
This also means alot to me, my dad bought it me a week ago to try and replace the old fake one i got given, and I was so touched by the fact he understood how much it meant to me. Each one of the charms I have or will buy is meaningful to my life and that's why i feel when its done it really will sum up me as a person.

-my grandparents
I know these are really a thing, but my grandparents are pretty amazing. I can talk to my gran about absolutely anything and everything that i need to talk about, whether its being deadly serious or silly.

-My I-pod
I really couldn't live without this, i love to listen to music on the go and I usually end up singing or dancing in public because I'm dead daft and i find it rather uplifting.

-Books; Hannibal Rising, Marshmallows for breakfast, the great expectations, anything by Shakespeare.
Recently i promised myself i would read a lot more classical literature, and I intend to carry out that promise. I find that reading allows me to escape to a world where anything could happen, where there are villains and heroes, good and bad times and you feel engrossed in the characters life. I read alot of books so I find it hard to name favourite ones but i find Thomas Harris is a literature genius and really stands out to me at the moment.

- Superman Hoodie/Tee's
If you're not dead familiar with me, you won't know that I am undoubtedly obsessed with anything superman, from tee's to hoodies, belts to shoes. I adore superman. I could be his Lois Laine I promise you.

And thats all i can think of at the moment, but I shall be sure to add to it later, and probably will take a photo just to spice up this blog a little!

Something New.

I'm feeling slightly apprehensive about results day now, I'm dreading going, seeing whats on that tiny bit of paper and everything I've wanted for years being taken away. I feel nauseous thinking about it.
The boy problem isnt helping, but i'm going to get my stuff back, see him, not kill him or injure him due to the fact i might damage myself more seriously and take a deep breath to face him.

On the brighter side, i got my tattoo done. I absoloutely adore it!

This is me, I love myself, yeah fuck everybody else.

I know for a fact you'll read this, and that's why I'm writing it, because i want you to read it.

Wow, Smooth move there, i trusted you with everything, and you've just gone and done what i knew you would to me, thanks a fucking lot. I really really was stupid to believe you actually gave a fuck about me, and that you'd wait. Utter Bullshit.
And that's why I'm mad, you said i was everything, lets be fair, really I was nothing to you. You're my biggest mistake so far, meeting you was a bad move, i wish i never had and i hope your fucking happy, you deserve it.

Sorry again my lovely followers, I'm just venting how angry and used I feel.

On the brighter side, I go on holiday for 5 days tomorrow, so I can get away from him and everything.

A note to you my dear;

Fuck You (:

Shooting stars and suchlike....

I'm staying up all night to watch this meteor shower. I'm dying to see tonnes, the count so far is two, but we've really clouded over and you cant see them. I shall wait until peak times at half 12 till 3am to do the rest of my stargazing.
Please feel free to whisk me off to an asylum 'cause my neighbours are looking at me like a nutter. I feel like a nutter! But these meteors, they make me feel so small and insignificant. My problems are irrelevant, there are bigger and more important, beautiful and breathtaking things out there which are not involved in my tightly woven life. It's time to start unpicking the threads, unwinding the bobbin and start afresh with a new perspective i think...

You know sometimes, the things you think you'll regret, you actually don't when you do them....I've found that out recently, But I know deep down that's how mistakes will be made...Kinda too late for that, especially with him

Back home again.

I reckon I'm living in a dream, and I'm going to wake up shortly
probably on results day, a sick feeling swirls in my stomach
and takes over me,my palms sweat and my heart beats like a bass
drum in my chest, I'm afraid of failure. Its not an option for me...

I WILL do my favourite things list soon! :) promise!

Hoolliidayyyy....

Norfolk tomorrow, means I'm proper giddy. I've decided to do my favourite things list when I get back. Going to miss blogging, it wont be the same I guess....

Much Love, Speak soon and stay safe!

.

Apparantly I'm selfish, I never do anything for anybody.
I find that hard to believe.
I try live my life to please others, it gives me satisfaction
knowing they're happy.

Dearest Dad, I dont think you understand at all....

Love is a funny creature

I've discovered what the lump is in my throat...
Only from simply hearing his voice...
Its called my heart.

<3

I know how to say I love you in many different ways.

You never realise that you love somebody until they're gone....

You've gone for the moment...But you'll be back and we can

do whatever we like, make perfect memories and leave only

footprints and photographs behind.

and she won't infere, I'll make sure of it.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

"I could really use a wish right now..."


I'm addicted to this song. It reminds me of that boy...Who I've totally messed up with, here I am sat in England in the rain, and he's planning to book a flight from lovely Florida to England to try and make it up to me. I don't want that , i want him to stay and have a lovely time and stop thinking about me. No-body is worth your tears...

Nice one, I've messed this one up, as fucking usual.

I could really use a wish right now...

Hayley Williams, you are not the only lady requiring a wish...

I never wanted to feel like this again, and I knew you'd do it to me, and now I'm back to feeling sick and upset.

What to say, i dont even know any more.

Thats just how the story unfolds I suppose....

I've Finished with the show..

Two updates in one day, wow I really must be desperate or bored.

Or both.


Today has been boring, but not too bad, you may be gone but I still feel rather loved by people, which is always good. A few phone calls with friendly voices have certainly cheered me up tonnes. Thank you for that. I didn't do anything random, or crazy or creative today, but we shall see what tomorrow brings. I wanted another amazing downpour like yesterday but alas no luck today. The rain was pounding the streets, thunder and lightning splitting the sky, I love the weather like this. I like playing in the puddles and dancing in the rain. I did that once, I was cold but the rain soaked my skin and felt so amazing it was unbelievable.

I'm trying to document every second of my life, I feel like I don't wanna miss a thing, or forget a memory...

It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss...

Right, so now you're an even bigger problem to me. Yes lets try forget all about you now you've disappeared. I'm nothing to you, and that's how it should be so I didn't end up getting hurt by you. I hate moaning in my blog but I'm just writing about how I feel.

I want to do something creative, random and crazy, I wanna photography and create a beautiful masterpiece to decieve the eyes, or an ugly truth. But I don't know where the hell to start, you've inspired me, re-lit the creative flame, yet I don't know what to set fire to....

What do you say we leave for california?

So Don't you hate it when you proper annoy yourself silly , I proper frustrate myself I do. I said that I'd never ever feel this way again, and here I am, back at square one and I don't know what to do. I get butterflies thinking of it, and miss it when its gone. I think I need to try and forget, because this isnt doing me any good whatsoever. I daren't read it...

Note to self; Don't get involved anymore...
Problem; I already am, and I theres no quick way out...

Ahh some lyrics just came to mind,already posted in lovely Laura's blog...

He's a wolf, In disguise, and I can't stop staring in those evil eyes...

Streetlights, Stars and Smiles

Before I start my innocent ramblings, I must confess I am addicted to this blog writing thing. Its like, half past 10 in the evening, the night sky is that pretty deep navy that always inspires me to smile. I love the night time, its so full of mystery, quietness and calm that its perfect for thinking. Today has been a good day
Dear self, Going to college was a brill decision, I know you shall excel and show them what you're made of, i also know that i love the people I've met, everyone is so lovely its just a great atmosphere to be in. I just, can't wait for September to roll around!

On another note, the clumps of mascara current falling into my eyes need to be washed off, and then need to find my way into the warmth and safety of my bed, where tomorrow i shall be at approximately 11am. And remain so until i am actually no longer sleepy.

PS: I cant wait for Monday! :)

And Now I'm feeling fine!

First college induction day today.I was so nervous I was actually shaking all over, especially when we arrived but we had like a really friendly group and I met some rather lovely people, and I'm certain I've made friends for life already. I must say I was rather nervous, but it went really went and i really really like it so that's all good.

I just wanted to write this blog about something that's niggling me. I just, I feel like I SHOULD be taking photography further to A-Level, but the uni courses I'm interested in as a first choice don't accept it as a valid subject as its not "academic". Why can't things be simple, and it be accepted, cause i feel i could be really really good at it, and i wanted to do it so badly. I know we have to sacrifice things, but I feel like I'm giving up on a talent somebodies given me.
That sounded so big headed...
In other news, I loved English class today! The teacher Daryl was so enthusiastic and I answered tonnes of questions like the geek I really am. It was great! I still miss Ms Empson and Miss Burton though, they'll always be truly inspirational to me and the best English teachers ever.

What else to say, I love life, I love college, but hate men. Need I say any more?

Feels like summer...

I must start by expressing my undying love for Whitby, it has got to be one of my favourite places to be on earth, I've just got back and i already wish i was back there. Sea breeze blowing my hair, seagulls squealing above your head, the smell of hot chips covered in vinegar. I can't think of a better place to be. A certain someones frequent texts ruined the trip down, and kinda hurt me. but hey ho, I'm a woman as my lovely Laura would say, hold your head high and don't let them get you down. College induction soon, nervous? I bloody well am!

Hello all!

Still hasnt hit home that we've left now...I'm unsure if it ever will now.
Having a blast from the past at the moment, Busted. I really like their music even though theyre long gone. I had my nails done for prom today, i'm scared of ruining them before tommorrow...I hope it'll be a good night.
I also saw some shoes I fell in love with today, twelve pounds at Primark, they were like, my latest Must-have.I love shoes and bangles, way to my heart i'm afraid :)

Tarek wants me to go to corp tonight,but i don't think i can, i have no ID so i'm unsure if theyd let us in as well as i don't want to go on my own/chip my nails.
I cant wait for prom, its a mix of nerves and excitement at the moment. Hope its a good night!
Anyways enough of my crappy ramblings,its not even that interesting tbh.

,,,

After reading what my friends have been putting about 6th form inductions, i'm kinda nervous for college now. This is a big step, i said to my Grandparents the other day that it was a BIG step. But i seemed to forget how BIG it actually is. I'm now nervous, very nervous indeed. I'm leaving the majority of year group, and starting a fresh. Which seems like a good idea, time to knuckle down and get those A's at A-level. Its what I want, and what I need to get to uni. WOW, two years from now and I could be sat in a university dorm somewhere in this country or another studying vet med like I've always wanted to. I feel its a shame that I no longer can do photography, i feel like i'm wasting my talent, cause not to blow my own trumpet but i'm klnda good at it.
I love photography, why oh why didn't i take it, because if i could, i would!
Anyways, I shall be off, i'm on my own in that pondering mood, which is weird because now after my exams have finished i actually have the time to myself to sit and think.

Last night was okay. I really wanna thank Miss Laura Emily and Stephanie Jackson to start with. Thank you for putting up with your prick of a friend. Seeing him brought butterflies, and then him laughing in my face turned the butterflies to angry bees. I just saw red. I can't stand being ignored, and i totally can't stand people laughing in your face.

Anyways enough of that. I'm bored today, I should really revise chemistry but i just..dont feel up to it.

Mmm... Laura, or steph if your around let me know, i feel like chatting. <3

Bikini tops coming off... ;)

Morning all, I'm not grumpy even though i'm in alot of pain :P
I've got about 5 blisters, one open one and god knows how many scratches from doing three quarters of the garden.

I'm now bored, was meant to be going to Gay Pride but my lovely wifey Laura can't go :(! Gutted. We're all gathered again at Rother Valley tonight, should be good! Hopefully amy will come! :)
Anyways, i'm looking forward to next week, last exam monday, on about going into town on thursday with some uni friends and we'll go to the forum and eat expesnive food and have fun :)!
Friday is holiday with the mummy and daddy! Whitbyy babyyy! CANNOT WAIT! :)
Anyways I shall say goodbye and give my love to everyone whilst I go finish my lovely garden take my alcohol and go PARTY!

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Okay, this is the first time I shall use my blog to rant (And hopefully the last!)
I'm proper sick of this. I am unappreciated in my own bloody home. I've worked my butt off today, with my sister stood there prettying herself up to go out and enjoy herself, whilst watching me complete all the housework to then come and ask when I've pretty much finished "Do you need anything doing?"
Well..jee thanks for that! :) And then, my ungrateful mother to come home, do nothing but complain and not even notice the effort i've put in,into making our home look clean and tidy.
I'm just so annoyed right now, I need to get this off my chest so bad...So here's to the first and last time I shall use my blog as a way of venting my frustration at life, cause beleive me, things are going to change....

She's a natural diaster

Evening all, lovely cool evening to soothe the burning of my epicly burnt legs.
I fancied writing again after reading my rather lovely close friend Laura Wadkin's blog. Mmmm... the sky is so blue tonight, its enchanting :')
Now then, now then, I'm now freaking out cause of college, I feel like they havent contacted me about induction times, but after the days over I might see if Ross is in and fancies either hanging out in town or at his. He's honestly bloody hilarious to be around :). I hope college is going to help me do as well as I want, or i shall go crawling back to 6th form with my tail firmly inbetween my legs
I'm gunna try sleep again tonight, last night was awful, my burns were so itchy i couldnt physically lay still.
I bid you all goodnight. (: my mummys just come in :)

New Perspective

Life's looking alright atm. One exam left and I'm done for the summer. The downside, i hate summer. I went to rother valley with my lovely friend Stephanie Jackson, as well as a few others and ended up sunbathing for hours on end. I discovered at 5pm I was heavily burnt up to my thighs on the front and back of my legs as well as my back. Sleeping last night was terrbile. I got up this morning, nearly fainted in the shower from lack of food, which made me wanna puke. And then to top it all off i talked to Sam yesterday and now he's being a right idiot with me, but i'm long past caring. If he's that bothered about it, he'll contact me. Which I know he isnt, and i know he wont.

Anyways, enough of my ranting, i must get ready!

Get me out of this cavern, or I'll cave in...

Mmmm...

Mmm...
Sundays are boring (:
I'm bored.
School tommorrow, 3 exams left..two of which are this week. Wow. This is getting so real its unbelievable, LITERALLY! I'm kinda worried about my results, but there's nothing I can do now to sway them apart from sit these remaining exams. I really want to get my predicited, at least then I feel like I've achieved what I was set to do.I've still got textiles to finish! Oops!

Awesome night last night at Rother,had a good heart to heart with people and I just feel much better. I like listening to people, I like people to open up to me, it makes me feel like they trust me and think I give good advice. I feel weird saying it but I do like it when people come to me to talk. I like talking about problems, it makes me realise that I'm not in it on my own and there are fellow people who also feel silly and do daft stuff.

I dunno what I want anymore, apart from these exams to finish and to do well. I dunno what I want on different levels but I feel here is not where I should write about it...Although if I can't write it here, I can't say it anywhere.

...

I just feel like I scare myself too much sometimes. I pressure myself to do well, and hate the disapointing feeling when I don't do as well as i wanted to or planned to. I also feel like I'm rather silly, as i appreciate the smaller things in life such as sunsets and summer breezes, the smell of freshly cut grass and jumping in puddles. But when people meet me I neevr come across as that. I feel i'm loud and obnoxious, maybe somethings with me have got to change...I don't feel right =/

They won't accept it...

I'm feeling slightly weird today, I can finally feel our year like going their seperate ways. 3 exams to go =/ i dunno how i feel about it, glad they're over, or scared for whats to come next. Its a scary big journey and I'm afraid there will be nobody there to hold my hand the whole way. The days outlook is moderate, its a whitey grey sky which makes me in that mutual mood where you don't feel like doing anything. What am I going to do after my exams, I reckon I'll barely see everyone ever again apart from results day.
I just have this weird feeling I suppose, I'm a strange girl.

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Morning all! :)
I'm kinda getting a bit addicted to this blog writing thing I swear!Anyways enough of that, hopefully the weather will reflect the success in my exams today; the sun is shining, the birds and singing and its 10 past bloody 10! grr, only like another 3 hours and 20 minutes to wait, I'm hoping my lovely sister will be back by then and take me into school so i dont have to wait for a bus which rarely turns up. It still hasn't sunk in that these exams are IT! it's weird, because they actually mean so much to me, so why do I feel like I'm not bothered whatsoever!

I dunno,I must be weird or something, although a lot of my friends have said that same thing, that they don't feel worried in the slightest about these exams. Got citizenship tommorrow, not being funny but that subject is like the biggest waste of 45 minutes a week ever. I swear Mr Trugeon-Smith hated me, and Grace :) it was always quite funny in his lessons. Ahh,I shall miss everyone dearly at school, every single day won't quite be the same now we've left, it doesn't feel it when I go in for exams for anything, it's like we've all been broken up into tiny pieces and now we're all floating our sepearate ways. I still have no idea, college or 6th form, I'm hoping on results day I'll make a spilt decision, but being honest, that decision will change my life forever...Scary stuff I suppose, anyways the kettle is calling out for me to make a coffee, as is my body screaming for one so I must must must love and leave you for now...

I Open my eyes, last night and saw you in the moonlight

Well I've just come back from training with Poppy, and i must admit she was bloody wonderful tonight :) i was even more proud of her, i think its time me and her entered more shows.
Ive just checked my exam timetable, exams at half one tomorrow,so i don't really wanna get up early and get on bus and have to wait around for like hours on end, feels like a waste of my day.
I'm hoping my lovely sister will take me, fingers crossed for that!

My feet are still proper killing,I blame chuffin' Anna dragging me round bloody meadowhall about 10 million times :) yes the numbers doubled now :') Ahh I don't mind, I love her to bits so that's what friends do! Well what a beautiful sunset we're having tonight, I swear from my room I have viewed some of the most gorgeous silhouetted sunsets I have even seen in my life, although the ones down Leicester and up Whitby are also spectacular. I can actually imagine myself there right now, walking along beach with my Dad, Bonnie and Poppy whilst the suns setting, what a lovely feeling! Gosh I'm one of these very rare people that appreciate the natural beauty of the world.
That actually reminds me, the other month I was walking Poppy down the roads up in the countryside/fields, and thought to myself how lucky i was to live in such a fantastic beautiful place. I'm thankful for a lot of things, and dear people who actually read this blog, I think we should all be thankful for every single day we receive, whether it's good, bad or average. We're all still here when we go to sleep at night and that's what i close my eyes thinking. Just a nice thought there to end on...

With friends like these, who needs enemies!

"Please take a long look through your textbook, 'cause I'm history..."

Me and my lovely fellow friend (and blogger!) Laura have decided that we are going to fail

science miserably, although biology went rather okay today :). Anyways,I thought i should give a quick update on my rather splendid day, although after around 50000 laps of Meadowhall I have now got a blister the size of America on my left foot, oh myyyy its so painful :')!

But I shall keep smiling :) no point crying over a popped blister now is there!

Hmm what to talk about :) The suns shining, Owl City is playing rather loudly and I cant think of anything better, apart from jumping in the puddles in the rain :') I must apolgise I'm a rain lover! Although warm sun with a slight breeze is rather spectacular! I do burn like a crisp though, very easily.

I have training with my beautiful beagle poppy later, i must brag about the show we went to on saturday (Please bear in mind the night before was filled with heavy drinking, loud music and the inhalation of second hand cigarette smoke mixed with mint :( ! ) We won best Open beagle, best post-grad beagle and best of breed beagle :) I was glowing I swear, and she was a bugger in the ring, i think i might enter a few more with her, she's got potential has that little lady

Anyways folks, I must go soonish, theres training and errands to attend to! Live each minute like your last guys <3

Its my life..and i wont watch it pass me by!

Hello fellow readers of my blog, two of them :) I feel special!
Hope all is well :)
Anyways just a little update that i thought i'd post to make me have two entries
My revision is failing ;) badly! i really hope theyre kind and make the exam nice and easy
pahaa i can dream :)
Just thought i'd write alittle about my boring day of doing nothing but running around to make others happy :) which is usually what i try make my day about cause i'm so lovely and suck JK!
I shall bid you all good evening :) as i have some rather important matters to attend to, and a lovely friend of mine to call a sweaty betty ;)

A Beautiful Diaster

Wow...My First entry as a blogger! :) Hello folks!

In case you dont know me, Hello, How you doing? :) I'm Tracey :)
So yeah this is my blog, welcome to my mind mwhahaha(trust me you'll kinda get used to my weirdness) (:
I have twitter, yes :) @TraceySuperman
And facebook, but if your reading this you probably know me!
Anyways enough with the introduction let me start my blog!

Sooo todays been my day off from exams, Biology tommorrow..Eeek! =/ I'm hoping I'm doing okay, but everytime I sit in an exam, it feels like it hasnt sunk in that its like the REAL thing and i should be sweating well and proper over it! Mmm maybe thats a good think, nobody likes BO in an exam, I'm sure the lovely Alice Lee who usually is in front and sometimes behind me wouldnt appreciate the smell of a sweaty superman fan wafting in her direction!

I'm proper sick of my family arguing, all they seem to do is complain but i shall be truly honest here, me and my sister aren't bad kids at all, and I wish they'd be more thankful that we are decent, polite and civiallised rather than focusing on our bad points, which they seem to do rather well!
I dunno whats happening in the world of Tracey atm, my minds so busy with so many different things i barely get a chance to sit down and have a good old ponder about whats wrong in the world, aah well after exams I'm hoping I'll be able to mellow out, fall asleep in the sun and enjoy lovely things such as going to the seaside with friends and having picnics with my rather lovely friends Laura and Katie, and maybe alice if she doesnt drink (:

Anyways,I shall have to leave for the time being, as I have a biology exam to continue revising for...