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I just feel like I scare myself too much sometimes. I pressure myself to do well, and hate the disapointing feeling when I don't do as well as i wanted to or planned to. I also feel like I'm rather silly, as i appreciate the smaller things in life such as sunsets and summer breezes, the smell of freshly cut grass and jumping in puddles. But when people meet me I neevr come across as that. I feel i'm loud and obnoxious, maybe somethings with me have got to change...I don't feel right =/