Hello all!

Still hasnt hit home that we've left now...I'm unsure if it ever will now.
Having a blast from the past at the moment, Busted. I really like their music even though theyre long gone. I had my nails done for prom today, i'm scared of ruining them before tommorrow...I hope it'll be a good night.
I also saw some shoes I fell in love with today, twelve pounds at Primark, they were like, my latest Must-have.I love shoes and bangles, way to my heart i'm afraid :)

Tarek wants me to go to corp tonight,but i don't think i can, i have no ID so i'm unsure if theyd let us in as well as i don't want to go on my own/chip my nails.
I cant wait for prom, its a mix of nerves and excitement at the moment. Hope its a good night!
Anyways enough of my crappy ramblings,its not even that interesting tbh.

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After reading what my friends have been putting about 6th form inductions, i'm kinda nervous for college now. This is a big step, i said to my Grandparents the other day that it was a BIG step. But i seemed to forget how BIG it actually is. I'm now nervous, very nervous indeed. I'm leaving the majority of year group, and starting a fresh. Which seems like a good idea, time to knuckle down and get those A's at A-level. Its what I want, and what I need to get to uni. WOW, two years from now and I could be sat in a university dorm somewhere in this country or another studying vet med like I've always wanted to. I feel its a shame that I no longer can do photography, i feel like i'm wasting my talent, cause not to blow my own trumpet but i'm klnda good at it.
I love photography, why oh why didn't i take it, because if i could, i would!
Anyways, I shall be off, i'm on my own in that pondering mood, which is weird because now after my exams have finished i actually have the time to myself to sit and think.

Last night was okay. I really wanna thank Miss Laura Emily and Stephanie Jackson to start with. Thank you for putting up with your prick of a friend. Seeing him brought butterflies, and then him laughing in my face turned the butterflies to angry bees. I just saw red. I can't stand being ignored, and i totally can't stand people laughing in your face.

Anyways enough of that. I'm bored today, I should really revise chemistry but i just..dont feel up to it.

Mmm... Laura, or steph if your around let me know, i feel like chatting. <3

Bikini tops coming off... ;)

Morning all, I'm not grumpy even though i'm in alot of pain :P
I've got about 5 blisters, one open one and god knows how many scratches from doing three quarters of the garden.

I'm now bored, was meant to be going to Gay Pride but my lovely wifey Laura can't go :(! Gutted. We're all gathered again at Rother Valley tonight, should be good! Hopefully amy will come! :)
Anyways, i'm looking forward to next week, last exam monday, on about going into town on thursday with some uni friends and we'll go to the forum and eat expesnive food and have fun :)!
Friday is holiday with the mummy and daddy! Whitbyy babyyy! CANNOT WAIT! :)
Anyways I shall say goodbye and give my love to everyone whilst I go finish my lovely garden take my alcohol and go PARTY!

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Okay, this is the first time I shall use my blog to rant (And hopefully the last!)
I'm proper sick of this. I am unappreciated in my own bloody home. I've worked my butt off today, with my sister stood there prettying herself up to go out and enjoy herself, whilst watching me complete all the housework to then come and ask when I've pretty much finished "Do you need anything doing?"
Well..jee thanks for that! :) And then, my ungrateful mother to come home, do nothing but complain and not even notice the effort i've put in,into making our home look clean and tidy.
I'm just so annoyed right now, I need to get this off my chest so bad...So here's to the first and last time I shall use my blog as a way of venting my frustration at life, cause beleive me, things are going to change....

She's a natural diaster

Evening all, lovely cool evening to soothe the burning of my epicly burnt legs.
I fancied writing again after reading my rather lovely close friend Laura Wadkin's blog. Mmmm... the sky is so blue tonight, its enchanting :')
Now then, now then, I'm now freaking out cause of college, I feel like they havent contacted me about induction times, but after the days over I might see if Ross is in and fancies either hanging out in town or at his. He's honestly bloody hilarious to be around :). I hope college is going to help me do as well as I want, or i shall go crawling back to 6th form with my tail firmly inbetween my legs
I'm gunna try sleep again tonight, last night was awful, my burns were so itchy i couldnt physically lay still.
I bid you all goodnight. (: my mummys just come in :)

New Perspective

Life's looking alright atm. One exam left and I'm done for the summer. The downside, i hate summer. I went to rother valley with my lovely friend Stephanie Jackson, as well as a few others and ended up sunbathing for hours on end. I discovered at 5pm I was heavily burnt up to my thighs on the front and back of my legs as well as my back. Sleeping last night was terrbile. I got up this morning, nearly fainted in the shower from lack of food, which made me wanna puke. And then to top it all off i talked to Sam yesterday and now he's being a right idiot with me, but i'm long past caring. If he's that bothered about it, he'll contact me. Which I know he isnt, and i know he wont.

Anyways, enough of my ranting, i must get ready!

Get me out of this cavern, or I'll cave in...

Mmmm...

Mmm...
Sundays are boring (:
I'm bored.
School tommorrow, 3 exams left..two of which are this week. Wow. This is getting so real its unbelievable, LITERALLY! I'm kinda worried about my results, but there's nothing I can do now to sway them apart from sit these remaining exams. I really want to get my predicited, at least then I feel like I've achieved what I was set to do.I've still got textiles to finish! Oops!

Awesome night last night at Rother,had a good heart to heart with people and I just feel much better. I like listening to people, I like people to open up to me, it makes me feel like they trust me and think I give good advice. I feel weird saying it but I do like it when people come to me to talk. I like talking about problems, it makes me realise that I'm not in it on my own and there are fellow people who also feel silly and do daft stuff.

I dunno what I want anymore, apart from these exams to finish and to do well. I dunno what I want on different levels but I feel here is not where I should write about it...Although if I can't write it here, I can't say it anywhere.

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I just feel like I scare myself too much sometimes. I pressure myself to do well, and hate the disapointing feeling when I don't do as well as i wanted to or planned to. I also feel like I'm rather silly, as i appreciate the smaller things in life such as sunsets and summer breezes, the smell of freshly cut grass and jumping in puddles. But when people meet me I neevr come across as that. I feel i'm loud and obnoxious, maybe somethings with me have got to change...I don't feel right =/

They won't accept it...

I'm feeling slightly weird today, I can finally feel our year like going their seperate ways. 3 exams to go =/ i dunno how i feel about it, glad they're over, or scared for whats to come next. Its a scary big journey and I'm afraid there will be nobody there to hold my hand the whole way. The days outlook is moderate, its a whitey grey sky which makes me in that mutual mood where you don't feel like doing anything. What am I going to do after my exams, I reckon I'll barely see everyone ever again apart from results day.
I just have this weird feeling I suppose, I'm a strange girl.

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Morning all! :)
I'm kinda getting a bit addicted to this blog writing thing I swear!Anyways enough of that, hopefully the weather will reflect the success in my exams today; the sun is shining, the birds and singing and its 10 past bloody 10! grr, only like another 3 hours and 20 minutes to wait, I'm hoping my lovely sister will be back by then and take me into school so i dont have to wait for a bus which rarely turns up. It still hasn't sunk in that these exams are IT! it's weird, because they actually mean so much to me, so why do I feel like I'm not bothered whatsoever!

I dunno,I must be weird or something, although a lot of my friends have said that same thing, that they don't feel worried in the slightest about these exams. Got citizenship tommorrow, not being funny but that subject is like the biggest waste of 45 minutes a week ever. I swear Mr Trugeon-Smith hated me, and Grace :) it was always quite funny in his lessons. Ahh,I shall miss everyone dearly at school, every single day won't quite be the same now we've left, it doesn't feel it when I go in for exams for anything, it's like we've all been broken up into tiny pieces and now we're all floating our sepearate ways. I still have no idea, college or 6th form, I'm hoping on results day I'll make a spilt decision, but being honest, that decision will change my life forever...Scary stuff I suppose, anyways the kettle is calling out for me to make a coffee, as is my body screaming for one so I must must must love and leave you for now...

I Open my eyes, last night and saw you in the moonlight

Well I've just come back from training with Poppy, and i must admit she was bloody wonderful tonight :) i was even more proud of her, i think its time me and her entered more shows.
Ive just checked my exam timetable, exams at half one tomorrow,so i don't really wanna get up early and get on bus and have to wait around for like hours on end, feels like a waste of my day.
I'm hoping my lovely sister will take me, fingers crossed for that!

My feet are still proper killing,I blame chuffin' Anna dragging me round bloody meadowhall about 10 million times :) yes the numbers doubled now :') Ahh I don't mind, I love her to bits so that's what friends do! Well what a beautiful sunset we're having tonight, I swear from my room I have viewed some of the most gorgeous silhouetted sunsets I have even seen in my life, although the ones down Leicester and up Whitby are also spectacular. I can actually imagine myself there right now, walking along beach with my Dad, Bonnie and Poppy whilst the suns setting, what a lovely feeling! Gosh I'm one of these very rare people that appreciate the natural beauty of the world.
That actually reminds me, the other month I was walking Poppy down the roads up in the countryside/fields, and thought to myself how lucky i was to live in such a fantastic beautiful place. I'm thankful for a lot of things, and dear people who actually read this blog, I think we should all be thankful for every single day we receive, whether it's good, bad or average. We're all still here when we go to sleep at night and that's what i close my eyes thinking. Just a nice thought there to end on...

With friends like these, who needs enemies!

"Please take a long look through your textbook, 'cause I'm history..."

Me and my lovely fellow friend (and blogger!) Laura have decided that we are going to fail

science miserably, although biology went rather okay today :). Anyways,I thought i should give a quick update on my rather splendid day, although after around 50000 laps of Meadowhall I have now got a blister the size of America on my left foot, oh myyyy its so painful :')!

But I shall keep smiling :) no point crying over a popped blister now is there!

Hmm what to talk about :) The suns shining, Owl City is playing rather loudly and I cant think of anything better, apart from jumping in the puddles in the rain :') I must apolgise I'm a rain lover! Although warm sun with a slight breeze is rather spectacular! I do burn like a crisp though, very easily.

I have training with my beautiful beagle poppy later, i must brag about the show we went to on saturday (Please bear in mind the night before was filled with heavy drinking, loud music and the inhalation of second hand cigarette smoke mixed with mint :( ! ) We won best Open beagle, best post-grad beagle and best of breed beagle :) I was glowing I swear, and she was a bugger in the ring, i think i might enter a few more with her, she's got potential has that little lady

Anyways folks, I must go soonish, theres training and errands to attend to! Live each minute like your last guys <3

Its my life..and i wont watch it pass me by!

Hello fellow readers of my blog, two of them :) I feel special!
Hope all is well :)
Anyways just a little update that i thought i'd post to make me have two entries
My revision is failing ;) badly! i really hope theyre kind and make the exam nice and easy
pahaa i can dream :)
Just thought i'd write alittle about my boring day of doing nothing but running around to make others happy :) which is usually what i try make my day about cause i'm so lovely and suck JK!
I shall bid you all good evening :) as i have some rather important matters to attend to, and a lovely friend of mine to call a sweaty betty ;)

A Beautiful Diaster

Wow...My First entry as a blogger! :) Hello folks!

In case you dont know me, Hello, How you doing? :) I'm Tracey :)
So yeah this is my blog, welcome to my mind mwhahaha(trust me you'll kinda get used to my weirdness) (:
I have twitter, yes :) @TraceySuperman
And facebook, but if your reading this you probably know me!
Anyways enough with the introduction let me start my blog!

Sooo todays been my day off from exams, Biology tommorrow..Eeek! =/ I'm hoping I'm doing okay, but everytime I sit in an exam, it feels like it hasnt sunk in that its like the REAL thing and i should be sweating well and proper over it! Mmm maybe thats a good think, nobody likes BO in an exam, I'm sure the lovely Alice Lee who usually is in front and sometimes behind me wouldnt appreciate the smell of a sweaty superman fan wafting in her direction!

I'm proper sick of my family arguing, all they seem to do is complain but i shall be truly honest here, me and my sister aren't bad kids at all, and I wish they'd be more thankful that we are decent, polite and civiallised rather than focusing on our bad points, which they seem to do rather well!
I dunno whats happening in the world of Tracey atm, my minds so busy with so many different things i barely get a chance to sit down and have a good old ponder about whats wrong in the world, aah well after exams I'm hoping I'll be able to mellow out, fall asleep in the sun and enjoy lovely things such as going to the seaside with friends and having picnics with my rather lovely friends Laura and Katie, and maybe alice if she doesnt drink (:

Anyways,I shall have to leave for the time being, as I have a biology exam to continue revising for...