So Beat it. Just Beat it.

People will dissect us till there's nothing left at all...

I feel like i've outgrown everybody- people play drinking games at university and I just think that its immature and childish to get that drunk that you can't even remember your name. I know its bad and don't get me wrong I love my roomies/housemates- they're fun. But at the end of the day you've gotta remember your priorities and getting "smashed" isn't one of mine, or having photos taken of it for that matter. They're so noisy, and messy. Mess i can deal with, noisy I can cope with but drunken numpties?

I'm definately older mentally than them.

Tell me something sweet to get me by...

I'm at university now..I got out of the cage. And although this past year I've fucked up and then tried to rectify it i'm now in a happy place. I'm studying veterinary nursing, i've got an amazing and supportive boyfriend/better half called Daniel and I've already made some lovely friends.

 I've lost
I've gained
and most important of all I've learnt to follow your heart and your dreams.
Even if they take you away from the person you love the most.
Daniel..I love you so very much. My rock, my boy, my everything.